Oblivion August 29, 2006
Romance vs Cheesiness August 27, 2006
Comfort Zone August 22, 2006
Summer Friday August 18, 2006
When I was still in HK, sometimes I take "sick days" which were in fact days I want to stay home, be quiet, work in my own style and pace (or not work at all and play games all day long or watch movies all day). I particularly enjoy these days and would be tempted sometimes to go out during lunch time and watch people hussling by when I enjoy my coffee and shopping. It’s like stolen time. And you are one of the luckiest people on earth enjoying this privilege when everyone else has to work. It may sound selfish but trust me, I deserve this.
Now, I am officially granted Summer Fridays it kind of takes the joy and the guilt away at the same time. I’m not as excited about the day but I feel a bit more obliged to make good use of it. It’s not stolen and it’s not a secretive holiday I give to myself. I am officially granted a day to make good use of it. And I hope I would…
Have you ever felt that your quota for any kind of expectation is filled. You cannot take any more of it or you will just explode? And then you realize it’s all self-imposed. And then you imagine what it will be like to be rid of it all and be completely born new and given the world in front of you. You feel insecured but exhilarated.
Reset Button August 13, 2006
What ties us down August 11, 2006
- I started my day with news report on TV while I showered and brushed my teeth.
- I dug out what I wanted to wear based on my mood in the morning.
- I jumped into a cab and sat there spacing out, or planning for what I should work on first amongst a long list of to-dos.
- I got out of the cab right in front of Starbucks and bought myself a tall skim latte.
- I walked back to the ad agency and started working when I bumped into the first person along the corridor.
- I spent the day in the agency, in meetings, on the phone, at the creative…etc until late at night.
- Sometimes I had dinner delivery in office with my colleagues. Or I had nothing if I worked late alone.
- I went back home when all my neighbors were sound asleep. Played with rabbits and watched late night shows.
- Went to bed and had either nightmare about work, or sweet strange dreams that took me to a different life.
- And it all repeated everyday.
- When I’m by myself, I start my day with NY1 on TV during shower and getting ready for work.
- I dig out what I want to wear based on my mood in the morning.
- I buy a tall skim latte at Starbucks right outside of my apartment.
- I jump into a cab right in front of Starbucks and start spacing out on the cab, or start working with my Blackberry.
- I start working when I bumped into the first person along the corridor.
- I spent the day in the ad agency, in meetings, on the phone, at the creative…etc until late at night.
- I mostly go back home late when my neighbors are sound asleep and make myself some quick dinner.
- Play with the rabbits and watch shows from my DVR.
- Go to bed and dream.
- And the day starts again.