Expectation is the most dangerous weapon one laid against oneself.
When you expect so much from another person, it’s hard not to find yourself disappointed.
Afterall, what right do we have to expect someone to live to our expectations?
Whilest we at the same time refuses to accept being given a high standard to live to.
When you are disappointed, it’s hard to find the whole experience and interaction interesting anymore –
until you are being surprised nicely again, of course.
The problem is, sometimes you know it is not even another’s fault that they cannot fulfill what you want them to.
And you are left with this frustration within, thinking either one of the two:
1) damn you
2) damn me
It’s sour, most times bitter.
And it lingers like a bad breath but mostly ONLY you can smell.
You suck it up until frustration wears out –
there is really nothing you can do other than realizing your mis-calculation.
And regret that you had the idea in your head to start with.
Then cope with the regret that you don’t want to admit.
Well, if that is any consolation, I understand and you’re not the only one.